its just XIUZHEN

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

a preeetttyy day with boyfriend(:
many htht.
many loves.

hmm.
the sensation of a hot kiss?

smile like crazy @ 10:37:00 PM

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Monday, July 13, 2009

today has been a super boring day.
seriously.
maybe because D1 is too busy to msg me today):
boy, im so bored!!

misses.

smile like crazy @ 7:42:00 PM

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Sunday, July 12, 2009

a boring afternoon is always accompanied with a sweet evening.
eh, only for today.
met with dearestboy at our usual hangout.
had my favourite xinwang dinner.

say nothing but a kiss.

D1D2.

smile like crazy @ 10:42:00 PM

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a nice short simple breakfast meetup with my one and only boonkeng bestfriend.
who else but cheongkengmun?(:

smile like crazy @ 3:07:00 PM

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Saturday, July 11, 2009

oh i look like a goldfish now. with just a mere one hour of sleep last night to the....

i feel like a goldfish, if not a panda.

oh anw.
although the start of the day didnt go on well, im just glad that it ended well(:

we went carrefour happily to shop for our grocecies for dinner.

we bought prawns, tobiko, aloe vera with mango juice and ehhh. oriental treats.

yep.

and here we go, cooking our dinner.

eh, he was the chef. i was just the assistant(;

the boy at work. preparing and cooking the delicious meal.

the chef and his end product(:

oh it really was a delicious meal i say!

YUMMYS.

Happy 8th D1!

though last night and today morning wasnt really the best of our 8 months, well it dont really matter because i still adore you as much as ever.

welcomes the 9th with open arms.

bumbum bank.

smile like crazy @ 10:37:00 PM

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and then im waiting again.

smile like crazy @ 11:30:00 AM

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why am i waiting at this hour?

smile like crazy @ 5:29:00 AM

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today is a pretty pretty day(:
met scand in sch randomly because she was at the 6th level when she realised i was at the 5th. hehh hehh.
then projects, as usual.
but after projects, yes! meet up with liling and elaine and ivan (?!!!!? LIKE I HAVENT SEEN IVAN FOR DAMNNN LONG PLEASE. lol)
eh okay, elaine and ivan was late. so me and leong happily sat at dhoby station and chitchat all the wayyyyy.
and then when elaine and ivan finally came, we went to SAM flea, which was pretty boring.
then BAK KU TEH-ed at clarke quay. scand came to join us(((: just a random one. but heh:D

oh it was just a pure nice and sweet meetup with old friends!(: i love it yo!

smile like crazy @ 12:40:00 AM

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Thursday, July 09, 2009

school has been boring. with the last destination project.
with all of us coughing. spreading the cough bug here and there.
our whole grp has been infected with the famous cough bug.
DIDI. CAN YOU GO SEE A DOCTOR LIKE NOWWWWWWW?
lol.

and here this pretty sentence i came across,
they were my best girls i loved so much.

omg. tell me im not a lesbian, for i am in love with so many girls.
name your name.

smile like crazy @ 6:44:00 PM

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Wednesday, July 08, 2009

a new love to show.

and this is my favourite of all. yellow smileys:D

smile like crazy @ 11:17:00 PM

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Monday, July 06, 2009

yellow smiley me.
yellow smiley you.
yellow smiley SMILES.

smile like crazy @ 9:25:00 PM

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Sunday, July 05, 2009

a day out with boyfriend.
ICE AGE 3 was cute:D
i like the two lovers snatching the nut.

i want a yellow smiley=/

smile like crazy @ 6:21:00 PM

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Saturday, July 04, 2009

today has been a home-alone day.
okay, no.
boyfriend accompanied me for the first half of the day before he went for his grandma's birthday celebration.
tomorrow's another day out:D

oh anw. i got totally NO FATE with my boonkeng partner cheongkengmun. everytime im free, he's not. when he's free, im not. grrr. just today. i thought he'll be finally free, since its a saturday night. but uh-huh. no. he had to book in tonight because he got live firing tomorrow. oh boy.
nvm, lets hope he'll book out on friday night, and i'll meet him for some supper at the prata shop outside our house. its been perhaps a ten thousand years since i last saw him. ive so muchhh to catch up with him lahh.
c'mon c'mon.

and im meeting liling elaine ivan next friday! hopefully:D

and to my old gdfriend. is what you said on ur blog true? are you back in m'sia for good?

smile like crazy @ 8:56:00 PM

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Friday, July 03, 2009

*PAT ON MY BACK*
GOOD JOB XIUZHEN.
another good mark. wheeee. *RUNS*

sushi teh-ed with bf and his mum.
yummy, but my nose was sucky.
suck for three days. ARGH. i hate the nose.
wish i can cut off my nose yet still look normal.

smile like crazy @ 11:07:00 PM

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Thursday, July 02, 2009

some overdue photos.
at four seasons training:D

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and this was on fnb presentation day.

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look at sanmao (DONALD). he's the baby in the group. cute huh?:D

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ive got SOMETHING AGAINST HER. no, she has SOMETHING AGAINST ME.
she keeps bullying me):
LOL pris.

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uh oh. without kelvin=X

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uh oh. without didi.

and oh. these were from yesterday:D
a short and sweet meet up with vera, valarie and drug.
last wednesday was an even shorter meet up.
ytd's one was nice nice NICE!
chompchomp.

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oh we ordered a feast. yes, a FEAST. just the four of us, we ordered 6 dishes. rojak, hokkien mee, satay, carrot cake, stingray and kangkong. like WOW. we ate so full that we couldnt finish our food lah. but it felt so super good to indulge in such a feast, with my favourite girls.
and after the feast, we indulge more.
at frolicks(;

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OMG. SINFUL. ive to stop in these feast. otherwise, my boyfriend will complain soooon i guess. LOL.joking(:

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my favourite girls.

:D

smile like crazy @ 7:13:00 PM

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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

MICE down(:
SMILES.

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Sunday, June 28, 2009

yesterday was another saturday at amara.
well, come to think of it. its kind of nearing SIP duration. and well, eventually, i'll have to say a nice goodbye to the place that gave me beautiful memories.
oh its giving me the very negative feeling that i'll certainly miss gg back to amara.
okay, skip this topic. will touch on it when my last day finally comes.

this weekend. i swear i spent around 30 hours with boyfriend! from meeting for mac breakfast, to going to work, working, end work, come home rest, go out shopping and eating seoul garden. a whole lot and total of 30 hours. say WOW. because i love it!

and then. i forsee this week. lodging will be the topic. project topic.

smile like crazy @ 9:17:00 PM

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they were never free to have a meetup no matter how hard i try to make it a possible one for the four of us.
but. there they were with.

smile like crazy @ 8:11:00 PM

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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

i think im a happy girl today(:
our FNB presentation was DOPE!
DOPED to the MAX. wheeeee.

and then, the MICE class test stressed me out the whole day.
but luckily in the end. luck shone on me:D

im a happy girl. WHEEEE.

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im on the verge of sleeping and gg into lalaland already. so prolly the only way to keep me awake is to type into this empty space i see.

time kind of flies.
like FLIES. faster than superman.
its alr half of the semester and just afew more weeks, it'll be exams, and then SIP will start.
how i wish time can slow down, just for that few seconds or minutes. because. i dont want to graduate so fast. its somehow the last semester in TP. and i dread it. how can time pass so fast?!
its so fast such that i hardly have time to even meet up with vera and co. for some lunch. people like kyk have been MIA-ing again. -.- i want to meet liling and co. too. jolene and co. too. just this three groups of people. i want to meet them, badly. really badly.

and then. ive been spending all of my weekends, either working, or meeting treddylim.
soon, it'll be spent on studying for main exams already. omg.
and speaking of that, the dreaded MICE class test results will be out in 12 hours' time. DREADS.

like DREADS.

oh im so excited for tml's fnb presentation(:
too long nv present alr. rofl.

be my superboy.

smile like crazy @ 12:32:00 AM

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Tuesday, June 23, 2009

*PULLS HAIR*

im gg crazy.
like CRAZY.

smile like crazy @ 9:59:00 PM

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Monday, June 22, 2009

xiuzhen.
u're a HAPPY girl today(:
good job girl, good job to your efforts.
calculus, i love you, with alll my heartttt~!

but on the other hand.
it sucks to hear that, that guy is so bastard.
omg. CURSE HIM.
CURSEEEEEEEE HIM.
oh curse him more. quick.
CURSE you, bastard.
ARGH.

oh.
i miss boyf anw.

and FION and JOLENE.

like where's the both of you?!

smile like crazy @ 9:04:00 PM

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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

im just so TIRED.
nonstop hits ever since last friday.
projects, then work. work, then projects. NON STOP HITS.

friday was supposingly my so-called OFF DAY to stay at home and do my projects without much stress since i have almost the whole day to do it, but now, i heard from pris that we're still gg to meet up. means i cannot wake up late. holidays aint holidays at all.

IM SO TIRED):
i need to sleep more.

oh anw.
boyf's bedtime story was awfully sweeeet and nice and interesting.
i want more bedtime stories!:D

a chef in the morning.
a fireman in the afternoon.
a police in the night.
GUESS WHO IS THAT?(:

smile like crazy @ 10:15:00 PM

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Friday, June 12, 2009

Amara tomorrow 7am.
sunday 7am.
tues,wed 6am.
thursday and saturday 7am.

and then sch will start. time passes so fast!
oman.

smile like crazy @ 9:11:00 PM

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happy seven(:

say i love you,
in seven different languages.

smile like crazy @ 12:41:00 AM

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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

i have been rotting at home the whole of day, with minimal time spent on projects.
just didnt had to urge to do projects (pris, see. im not ALWAYS a workaholic okay?)
and i didnt had the urge to do anything, but probably sleep.
i dreamt of ________. (fill in the blanks if you're as smart as D1).
well, whatever.

and for no reason, im having many cravings now.
and the top on the list is DIM SUM (*thinks of piping hot ha gao and xiao long bao and freshly baked egg tarts*). any kind person want accompany me to a delightful meal of dim sums?(:
and then there's stingray from chompchomp!
and hmm. an unusual craving of SUSHI. the tofu skinned ones
mango ice kachang sounds nice too.
durian too. been ages since i last had them!
selegie tau huay. (there's one just outside my house, but im so lazy to get out of the house lah!)
and then there's hmm. PRATA. (CKM!!! WHERE ARE YOU?! u're my prata partner leh!)

grrr. these cravings are the result of total boredom, after a whole day rotting at home.
plus, d1 has night training, and he isnt home yet to go online to chat with me.

im bored. bored. bored.

smile like crazy @ 8:28:00 PM

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its 10th of june.
happy birthday to you.

smile like crazy @ 1:42:00 PM

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Tuesday, June 09, 2009

oh anw. the other time treetop said they werent hiring? and ole even removed them from the list?
well. guess what? they called me this morning. like WOW.
my heart sank again.
another of my favourite.

smile like crazy @ 11:06:00 PM

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met up with scand today(:

nice catching up with her.

see ya soon again loveeeee:D

smile like crazy @ 9:09:00 PM

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forever just a false hope.

smile like crazy @ 12:54:00 PM

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Monday, June 08, 2009

brain dead.

im so tired):
YAWNS.

smile like crazy @ 6:53:00 PM

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Wednesday, June 03, 2009

calculus over:D

next up is the never ending projects.

smile like crazy @ 7:38:00 PM

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Tuesday, June 02, 2009

i feel like killing myself.
Ascott was added onto the list of SIP companies.
i seriously feel like killing myself. because come to think of it, the unknown number i got d oth day shares some resemblance to ascott's number. OMGOSHHSHSHSHHSHSH.
okay, nvm.

get over it, xiuzhen!

and oh wells.
lodging individual assignment is killing me.
maximum 4 pages only. HOW TO DO?!
like i had around 10 pages of analysis! in my own words somemore. not researches!
and then, i managed to cut it to 8 pages. and then to 6 pages now. but i must still bear in mind, its without my introduction and conclusion. GOSH.
tell me why assignments are so restricted. please. tell me. why.

balestiar bak ku teh-ed with D1(:
though the one we had didnt turn out to be the intended stall.
the famous famous one was closed! on tuesdaysssss.
so we didnt managed to have it.
D1, we'll have it on other days okay? its been 3 years since i last had it.
and my mum says till now when she takes bus past it, its still always LONG QUEUE.
so. im certain the boss didnt change though its been 3 years!(:
hahas.
next time next time:D

oh anw.
its feels kind of nice to receive a packet of vitasoy from a old good friend(:
THANKS!

smile like crazy @ 9:54:00 PM

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Monday, June 01, 2009

tonight seems to be a miss-it-all night.
like a night to think about everything.
about how much i missed band(as my previous post has stated), how much i miss my boyfriend though its only one day since i last saw him, how much i miss mingloon because its has been more than 6 months since i last saw him, how much i miss my bestie guanyi, how much i miss my dearest lydia, how much i miss louisuretan, how much i miss my 3 lovely ladies-scand, fion and jolene. ahhhh. so much misses. but i dont have enough time to meet them all. cos all our schedules clashes.

and i was wondering.
how many more months to not seeing him?
when is the right time to see him?
so many questions running.
but all i know is, his birthday is coming.
and yet...

oh boyf. i need a hug):

smile like crazy @ 10:11:00 PM

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suddenly
i miss band.
B.A.N.D
deyi military band.

Looking at the photos. watching the videos.
kind of miss waking up early every saturday, just for band.

smile like crazy @ 9:12:00 PM

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Sunday, May 31, 2009

today's an enjoyable date out with D1!(:
we walked almost the whole of town, ate my favourite yet sinful mudpie, planned our list for genting, exlored orchardcentral, ate cheapo sushi deals from carrefour, and watched our midnight movie:D

it was all loved(:

sinful. but i like(:
mudpie from coffee club.

somehow or rather, i didnt see ANY familiar faces at coffee club. not a single one. no gobal, no kannan, no auntie joe, no jo, no joshua. no EVERYBODY. kind of missed working there. seriously. i can still imagine myself in the uniform, standing at station 1 or 2, serving the customers and all. the memories were loved(: i could even remember the "farewell thing" for harbie and also ishak, where we stayed back till damn late to take photos with them, etc. kind of miss them all!though it was just a short 4 months 5, i really learnt many stuffs there(: i can even remember working opening shifts on every sunday! hahahas. and i can remember how much i disliked this guy Raj initially, but he ended up being someone i loved working with. Gobal forever PMS-ing. and my favourite working partner kannan. he was simply the best. jo and ishak, prolly the best managers i had, other than ahem, jason choong. hahas.
in simple words, i miss working there.

D1.

D2.

somehow, we decided to explore orchardcentral. and we found this really nice place to slack(:
breezy and nice feeling.

and with the most beautiful picture, a story with you.

D1, though the night ended with alittle tantrum, but i enjoyed the rest of the day. i sure did(:

such dates are loved:D

smile like crazy @ 3:14:00 AM

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Friday, May 29, 2009

*HEARTS PAIN*

FAIRMONT called me up.
for 2nd interview.
ARGH.
and i had no choice but to reject them because i already signed my contract with swiss.
goodbye to my favourite choice):
next time next time. in future, i'll still want to work there!
(:

its just kind of no fate.

oh anw. another 3 cases of swine hit singapore again. oman. i hope its under control, because i stil want to go genting in july. *PRAYS*. D1, pray with me!(:

smile like crazy @ 5:40:00 PM

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Thursday, May 28, 2009

D1 did it! he passed his test:D
loved.
one step nearer to genting trip!

smile like crazy @ 6:35:00 PM

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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

swine attacks singapore.
first confirmed case.
OMG.
prays that D1 wont be confined in camp.
and btr prays that genting trip wont be affected.
PRAYS.

my dad is freaking irritating.
he made me cry just now by scaring me with a white tiger soft toy.
like WTH.
he's so irritating i swear.
grrr.

smile like crazy @ 8:50:00 PM

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Tuesday, May 26, 2009

at least now ive a chance to go fairmont to see see look look and have at least an interview(:
thanks sandra:D

and yes, the world is just so small..

genting on 10july? tentatively.

smile like crazy @ 10:17:00 PM

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Monday, May 25, 2009

didnt had a good sleep last night.
tossed and turned.
turned and tossed.
i felt terrible.

and i learnt that sometimes, the truth hurts.
it really hurts.

oh. im supposed to sign the contract with swiss on thursday.
but now. fairmont called. LIKE FAIRMONT!!!!!my ultimate choice.
they called for an interview on THURSDAY. like omg.
and now, im caught in a dilemma. tell me how.

tell me how. tell me how now. HOW.

love you D1. i promise, no matter what.

smile like crazy @ 7:46:00 PM

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Sunday, May 24, 2009

ah, another weekend has passed.
oh anw, my fever is GONE.
and my throat. ALMOST recover alr:D
like finally!

and and and. i cant believe D1 scare-d me out of my skin when we were trying to locate our seats in the theatre. D1 cant even believed he scared me, and he was feeling so guilty about it! i know its not your fault, boy(: it wasnt intentional i know. *blames the wall*

ok. PHOTOS do the talking now:D

D1 loves D2 loves D1!

yes we love weekends.

smile like crazy @ 10:15:00 PM

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Tell me you'll be my D1.
and i'll be your D2.

smile like crazy @ 2:06:00 AM

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Saturday, May 23, 2009

wheee.

CONGRATS TO THE 5 EX-MAIN COMMS AND 4 HGLS who got into TPSU maincom AGAIN(:
esp kahyuen and zain and shawn and benben!

and SUPER congrats to EUGENE for being the VP of BSC!:D you rock!
and shihui for P(:
and chelsie and shihua and curly and may who got in as well:D

smile like crazy @ 10:29:00 AM

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Friday, May 22, 2009

i miss treddy lim jing kai):

smile like crazy @ 8:20:00 PM

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sick for 3 days.
i lost almost 3 kg!
like WOW. (remembers jel's "wow" face)
and i swear im damn hungry. having to go through 3 days without a proper meal or i would say each "meal" was probably just 3 spoonful of porridge):

i HAVE to get well by MONDAY. by hook or by crook.
if not, i'll be gg TOPTABLE with the crazy people, to WATCH (O.O) them eat!boooooo.

smile like crazy @ 5:12:00 PM

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Thursday, May 21, 2009

fevers.

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

i will not joke anymore.

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just the other day, i was telling pris and some others that ive this feeeeeeeeeling.
feeling that i'll get into swiss merchant court.
and oh wells.

i went for the interview today, without pinning any hopes because it wasnt my ultimate choice anw.
so hmm yah. went through two rounds of interview.
and they told me the interview results will be out by next week.

and just ten minutes after i left the place, they called!
and accepted me!

"hi, im calling from swissotel merchant court. im glad to inform you that your application as a intern has been approved........"
like OH MY GAWD!

now im having a hard choice):
how how HOW?

kind of pinning my hopes on other hotels. but i worry that i wont be able to secure other placementssssss. omannnn. HELP ME DECIDE.
to wait, or to accept?

smile like crazy @ 7:12:00 PM

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Monday, May 18, 2009

random.
but kind of feeling like blogging those mushy lil things for my boyf. so that he'll be entertained with MANY posts to read when he books out on saturday:D wheeeee.

boy, this is for you!

love.
is like a story.

thats why, a story with you never ends.

我的黑我的白

变成最灿烂的未来

才明白天要我等待一个人到来

变成我唯一色彩

你是我唯一色彩

you're the sun, you're the moon
the one that i am searching for
how can i ever explain
the colours that you bring into my life.
the warmth and comfort you bring to me.
the hugs and kisses that keep me going on.
the words and actions that you show.
im falling for you, with all my heart
and i know its true
from the bottom of my heart
im falling for you in all of my dreams
in the lalaland of you and me
nothing explains, how much you mean to me.
love.
the four letter word spells it all.

just like the waves from the blue sea, you're gushing towards me.
washing off my sorrows. leaving me with a brand new shore.

just like the umbrella, you're sheltering me.
blocking off the rain. preventing me from getting cold.

just like the windbreaker. you're keeping me warm.
keeping me away from the wind. giving me just warmth.

just like the a tissue, offering to keep my tears away.
wiping away my tears with your warm big hands, the burning tears just dries away.

just like the word treddy, it means love.
showering me with love and care.

just like everything, you're everything.

l.o.v.e.d

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